raya

Raya datang lagi. Syok ooo raya kat kampung. Tak meriah aidil fitri kalao tak ghayo kat kapung. Pasang lampu kelip2. bez la. Baru la ader semangat nak ghayo. Tapi berpada pada la jugak pasal bila teringat sedara kat lubnan, iraq, afghan, sudan, somalia, palestine, etopia, ambon, mindanao, patani, xinjiang, dan lain lain.

Thn ni aku g rumah kengkawan sekolah rendah. Dah lama tinggalkan sekolah rendah tapi bila balik kg n jumpe derang bez sangat. Ader yg dah kawen. Tapi ramai yg masih bujang. Ader yg tgh wat master. Ader yg dok wat degree lagi. Yg keje, yg nganggur. Sekali sekala cerita kisah lama nek tergelak la plak. Ader yg dulu beringus n sememeh jer. Skang ni hensem, cantik n cutting ala2 model lagik. Huhuhuhu. Aku gak cutting model ‘sebelum’. Paham2 ja la. Budak indon kat kolej aku dulu kata ..’potongan ibu-ibu’. Bole gitu? Nak jer aku spike somasolt berpusing kat muka dia biar terkeluar sema jerawat batu yg menghuni pipi itu.
Dlm dok sembang ngan bdk yg satu u ngan aku (tapi jumpa tak sampai 10 kali pun kat u) reropenye dia tau one of my bez fren. In fact dia hampir ber kapel ngan member baik aku dari zaman sekolah asrama, matriks dan kat U. Well baik sangat2 sampai 1st sem ja. Tapi aku wat dajal kat dia sampai aku berampun nak jumpe dia lagik. Malu sangat. Hehehehe takyah la aku citer. Kose la. And that is one of the main reason why i hv 2 extend my study. Malas nk jupe kat kelas. (Aku tanak la reveal sape aku, segan la so aku tak mention nama aku atau nama kengkawan aku dlm ni. Bukan aper nanti jadik fitnah besar-besaran plak. Takyah guess pon, aku sure org yg aku kenal tak baca blog ni. That’s mean u dont know me... i hope so)

Mase dok citer tuh aku tny la dia kenal mana budak tuh?ropenye dia kenal pasal masa final year dia dok kolej aku. Aku tatau pon. Ntah2 derang dah CSI kan citer aku yg sensasi. For sure dia tny ko kenal tak budak ini..ini.. alaaa.. yang itu..itu..., haaa... kenal... ko tau tak dia.. .. oo.. yeke.....bla...bla...bla...

Suspicious mind sungguh aku ni. Tapi kalo betoi pon dia tau what i’m hiding in my closet aku tak kisah. I admit i did wrong. And i deserve the punishment kat donia ni lagik. Err.. rasanya dah bnyk kali dah aku kena punish. Hehehehe. The only thing that make me interested in knowing that someone still contacted to someone i really wanna know about is... what is he doing know and hows his life. Yup, dia do know smthg. Insan tersebut working with fathernya. And ada no kontek opis. Hehehe spt besa aku tak mintak pon. Malas la. Karang kalo aper2 aku tanak kantoi. Hmmm after all these years.. after i did my own punishment, adakah aku still want to be contacted with that people? Yup it’s clear in my mind, NO. Of cos i’m not gonna put me in that situation again. Enuff from me and enuff talking about me. Malas la nak citer. Karang kuch2 hota hai plak.

Tapi deep in my heart i really want to know ceriter dia. Apa dia buat. Dah kawen ker? Ingat lagi ker citer tak bermoral aku dulu. Tak madani langsung. Well as long as dia bole forgive my fault, aku sedia nak kawan macam dulu lagi. Tempat meluah perasaan, nasihat. Malam2 sembang cerita bodo pukoi 2-3 pagi. Study sesama, and i’m sure we do hv somekind of bonding between us. It just me that never appreciate that kind of friendship. Bodoh sangat.
Enuff... that’s my raya this year. Spent with frens.. an old frens. Teringat zaman masa baru mumayyiz. Hehehehe. Bengong betoi. Whatever it is, from my story above, i just can say, alwiz think b4 doing anything. And plz, dont backstabbing ur frens.